from up here it’s all so small. making it far too clear just how crushingly big it all is. our feeble minds get all busy trying to wrap themselves around it, and the concepts that come with it. but it’s going to be quite some time before our grey matter finally finishes cocooning it all up nice and tight and really begins to get to work on dismantling it all into nice neat organized compartments so that we can really start to look at and understand and comprehend what exactly it is it all has come to. how do you make the rivets to hold together the machine that makes the rivets that hold everything together so we can make everything? it’s such slow going in the beginning. will there ever be enough time to start over? what exactly is progress good for if all we’ve progressed to is a point where it’s too late? it seems safer to leave it up to someone else. someone that knows better and cares more and has more agile fingers for tweaking and tuning. and all of our ideas are better off when thought of and thought through by someone else. our best idea to date is to let the qualified people take over and control and the reigns and just get right down to the business of making it happen. oh yes, that was our idea. which is why we have been given the luxury of sitting still and keeping our thoughts to ourselves and staring out windows and generally not being all that concerned with just exactly how confused we are with the whole goddamn thing and waiting for a time when the world has caught up with us enough that we don’t actually have to complete our most complex and important thoughts and everyone else can just extrapolate on the concept and take care of the tiny details out there that will eventually be combined in the correct manner to make up what amounts to our great ideas.
