planning on waking up screaming. how well did that work out? and here we are, awake, in silence, in darkness. the plan was just a dream. literally. trying to be quiet makes it that much worse. noises sound less natural. nothing sounds good. so stop fucking around already. feet hit floor. don’t try to hide it, don’t be afraid. you can’t help it. it has to happen this way. fuck a tree in the woods, you’re in the kitchen, and people are around to hear it. look, okay, flip the coin. you wouldn’t care. you’d power on through. so are you special? no. no you’re not. just do your thing then and don’t worry so much. shhhh, okay, seriously. forget what i said. be fucking quiet you loud ass loud.
